I asked my STBX how she would feel if she could no longer he her kids every day. What's the point of getting it done, now? There's nothing but loneliness down the road. Like I tell my kids when they complain about their schoolwork. I tell myself that I have to shut up and do what needs to be done. My STBX said she doesn't understand how I am making through mentally.
I'm going to a place where I'll be all by myself, typing on my keyboard each day. What's the point? I am fortunate enough to have a good job which allows me to work from home. I just don't see any point going forward. I just finished Jordan Peterson's "12 Rules for Life" (Audiobook) and recall the rule which advises one to get their house in order. She has been great as my only support system. I don't want to pile this on to her stress load. She's had two strokes during the last six months. My mom lives out of state and is up in years. My closest friend is so COVID-scared he won't leave the house. I try to eat right and exercise daily, though I have been doing lots of stress eating lately. This part has been one of the most darkest in my life. Now, in the next two weeks, I have to disassemble nearly twenty years of life. At the end of this month, I am set to close on a place of my own. Next month, we would have been married twenty years.
We have two kids who know what is going on and seem have had little effect from it. Due to financial constraints, the STBX and are have been forced to co-habitate since the whole process started nearly eight months ago. We're legally separated, with the actual divorce not too far on the horizon. While chaos, in excess, threatens us with instability and anxiety, unchecked order can petrify us into submission. Beyond Order provides a call to balance these two fundamental principles of reality itself, and guides us along the straight and narrow path that divides them.I'm several months into the process. What’s more, he offers strategies for overcoming the cultural, scientific, and psychological forces causing us to tend toward tyranny, and teaches us how to rely instead on our instinct to find meaning and purpose, even-and especially-when we find ourselves powerless. In a time when the human will increasingly imposes itself over every sphere of life-from our social structures to our emotional states-Peterson warns that too much security is dangerous. Now, in this bold sequel, Peterson delivers twelve more lifesaving principles for resisting the exhausting toll that our desire to order the world inevitably takes. Jordan B. Peterson helped millions of readers impose order on the chaos of their lives. In 12 Rules for Life, clinical psychologist and celebrated professor at Harvard and the University of Toronto Dr. The companion volume to 12 Rules for Life offers further guidance on the perilous path of modern life.
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